friend: Are you finished with this book?
me: Physically? Yes.
me: Emotionally? *stares into distance* NEVER...
my new f1 sideblog where i ll moving forward be posting deranged smut, taking requests and driver x driver pairings along with my scheduled program of reader inserts
my new f1 sideblog where i ll moving forward be posting deranged smut, taking requests and driver x driver pairings along with my scheduled program of reader inserts
When September Ends // part one.
Min Yoongi x female reader
Summary: Six years after leaving your home planet, you’re forced to confront your past… and the one you left behind.
Word Count: 4,128
Genre: Star Wars au, friends to enemies to lovers, angst
Warnings: minor character death, survivor's guilt, yoongi has anger issues, mentions of the death of an entire planet, anxiety, alcohol, reader character suffers from the burden of high expectations, mentions of torture (nothing explicit), mentions of needles, hospitalization, brief descriptions of scarring, brief descriptions of panic, hospitalization, an assassination attempt, a gun fight, murder
Notes: Thanks to @daechwitatamic and @the-boy-meets-evil for listening to me complain about this fic, helping me plan, and beta-ing for me; to @oddinary4bts for the late-game encouragement and edits.
Playlist: All of the poetry in this fic has been pulled from various songs and poems. You can find all the songs (and some others) in the playlist that I made for this fic on Spotify.
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Fuck this planet, Yoongi thinks as he stalks his way through the corridors. It’s freezing. It’s always fucking freezing. Granted, it’s an ice planet, but he preferred the last base on the tropical forest moon, thank you very much. Sure, it had been so humid that his hair curled at the ends most days, but at least there, he could feel his toes.
from finding pierre obnoxious to loving the heck out of yukierre i v done a real 180
alonso with his -4 inches beside max post quali changed already with his dwarfing raincoat on and the biggest grin and curling wet strands stuck to his forehead is big baby big cute
OOOO this is such a unique idea i dont think i v seen an ask game like this. big brain ru 🙇🏻♀️💫❤️
as for the no. 14 please!😚💕
14: Wrong place wrong time mafia au
pairing: jin, jungkook, reader ???? some combo of the above
genre: mafia au, angst?, humour?, strangers to ?
word count: 1180
rating: pg15
warnings: violence, threat, assault with a knife
a/n: when I first checked number 14 and saw this.. I thought ‘wow, way to be vague, past me. wtf do i do here’ - but in the end I had an absolute field day writing this. the longest one of the game yet! hence it also took up a bit more time than the previous ones💜thank you for playing my dear diti and I hope you enjoy your drabble😘x
This place was always quiet. Tonight especially so, even the server had yet to show themself.
For you, that was no problem. It was why you picked this restaurant, needing somewhere you could count on to be left alone after the day you’d had. Or the week. Or-
Well, safe to say, you were drained. College had been running you to the ground, all while your work was trying to load you up with more shifts as more of your coworkers left. You were one of the few not in a position to up and go, needing the cash.
Another perk of this place were the prices. Really, you didn’t know why it wasn’t busier. Good food that didn’t leave your bank account in mourning? Sure, it was a bit out of the way but you had never seen it full.
SCREECH
This was so unexpected I had truly no idea where it was going up until the end I was so confused and it had me hooked and captivated all throughout and I love the characterization and the way for once the boys are not friends and enemies I think? The different dynamics, the subtle bit of humour sprinkled here and there. All and all this was really delightful to read and thank you so much for writing it ru 💕💕💕💕
had a moment of horror when i opened docs to work on a fic and an older fic opened that my bf @ d time had access to and had left comments on and the speed with which i edited the access settings.
started thinking i was just gonna grab a midnight snack, two bowls of ramen and a giant icecream later my stomach is ripping at its seams
one of my friends has told me: "your life is your own show, YOU are the protagonist so fuck them" 👁️👄👁️ then i decided that YEEES ill be the fucking protagonist lmao i changed my hair, bought news clothes, started wearing makeup and high heels 🥱 i went from the timid girl to a confident woman who would walk past them like they're nothing 🥱 made sure they saw their lost before going away, i mean they assumed would see me crying in a corner? hell no baby, like my mom said: "a heel is a woman best revenge" 💅🏽 *chef kiss*
#always be THAT bitch #we r woman #thats our best move #no trash man is gonna forget me that easily
HELL FUCKING YEAH DARLIN 🤌
pamper your beautiful self & slayyyyyy let em eat their hearts out unadulterated immaculate vibes being served 💅
I finished all my late assignments and so I have nothing to do. So school wise I'm all caught up and stress free 🥺
I'm sorry to hear that pretty :( I hope I can help with my moon shine 🥺✨💕
THE PURE BLISS! honestly being caught up on your school work is such an incredible feeling one I feel like I haven’t felt since I passed like highschool pls send this energy and motivation to pebble brain here
*squish* ur love & good vibes were received & today went by much muchh better. thankyou for looking after me my moonie 🥰💕😘
BABY beannnnnnnn my moonieeee
i m happie YOU are happie. theres this very cute meme for this lemme find it aah
tis me @ u
in the beginning of the last year, one of my friends ( who i had a crush in the past) started acting different with me, in a very flirting way. It was someone i trusted, we had 2 years of friendship so i tough that was ok cause even if we dont stay together he is my friend, we wont fight 👁️👄👁️ suddenly he stopped talking with me, personally too and i was like??? 3 days after he appeared with another girl 🤡 that was too much, i mean another public humiliation? no thanks. It got me deppressed for a few months, cause i have awalys distanced myself from relationship, always thinking that no one would love me engouh to want me forever and the only two times i let it happened... It was hard, really hard but i understood that im not responsable for others character, its not my fault and yes i did more than enough
since then im trying to be fine, engaged on my dream college (logistic), start at a new church (im a camera girrrlll) and im learning how to love and take better care of myself 🫀
some people are so strange. like i m so sorry u just met weirdos after weirdos. that dude has no maturity and absolutely no brains if he ghosted you. zero thoughts flying in that head. zilch. nada.
however the most important bit is what you realised at the end ✨ noone aint worth shit if they dont realise your worth love and yes you did all that you could have. if they dont see the value in that it is very much a big solid their loss.
also omg, HECK YES! delayed congratulations i wasnt aware u were in ur dream college 🥺 so so proud & happy fr u!!!! you go my love! i love that you are living & better yet thriving and i hope it stays that way forever. i love u so so much. u r an incredible woman and i m so happy and in love with the fact that i get to know you.
i dont know how to say that in a better way, so im sorry if tiggeres anyone reading ⚠️
the cute lovely shy romantic turns out to be a abusive partner (in all kind of ways) full of himself and extremally manipulative, he abused me so much psychologic that i started believing i was not enough, i was just able to scape cause my mom ordered me to end everything when i confessed to her about it all. At the time i was sure he was cheating on me too, that was one more reason to break wiht him and guess what? assumed a "friend" of mine just 20 days after ou breakup 🫠 but that wasnt enough for them, they decided to spread fake informations about me to the whole church, apparentely im a crazy possessive girlfriend who wouldnt let him do anything and my mom beated his new girlfriend cause i was jeaulous of them together 🤡 the funny part is that i was just aware of this six months later 🤡 no one asked me anything at the time, straight up believed him (till this day) but what they dont know is the things i discovered: he cheated his ex with me, me with that girl and had cheated on her too with another one who got pregnant (on the first week together) 🗣️ it was a dark time to endure, but my mom and my aunt (the one from the kittens) was by my side and helped me 🤧
there is so much here but i am so so sorry to hear this. its awful and i m so furious that this man had the gall to abuse you and you’re so strong to have shunned that behaviour and let go of this toxic relationship. gods what a fucking douchebag. like fuckin hell did he miss any checkmarks on the being a complete dickwad train. really aced that checklist. and GOOD RIDDANCE BABY he truly did not deserve you. and probably no other women if that behaviour continues. gosh he pulled stunts after stunts and i am so sorry that this happened to you. i can only imagine the hit it took on the way you trust men and relationships and i m so glad your mom and aunt were there beside you and giving you strength. its so important to have that support system and thank god u had it. ur ex is full of shit and so are all his lies.